i dunno why... but i found last week quite fun.
maybe it's because of the absence of tests and exams.
and with it, the absence of stress.
anyhow, it's been a great week.
went studying with christina at cc this afternoon.
quite productive.
at least better than me staying at home and not doing anything.
think i will do this every week.
forces me to study.
spent loads of time on pw.
hope it's okay.
at least it's ending soon.
think i have chem spa trial tomorrow.
then there's the many upcoming tests.
can feel my relaxation fade away.
why can't they give us study break???
I think i'll do much better then.
too lazy to type further.
don't have much to say anyway.
DREAM OF ME! 9:13 PM ;
YAY!!!!
dancefest is over!!!
had so much fun.
hoped the others felt that way too...
didn't feel nervous but i think i felt a little pressured to perform well.
cause i was really really happy when it ended.
maybe it's all the practices taking it's toll on me. haha...
anyway... I'm estatic that i have one less thing to stress about.
to be honest, the only thing i feared was to embarrass myself.
I THINK, i HOPE, i wish i didn't... haha...
but i felt i did okay.
and to our group, this competition was more like gaining experience and for the fun of it.
so our results didn't really matter to us. lol.
In the waiting room, sam, mary, muni and i had nothing to do...
so we talked, crapped, and took pics.
our own bonding time. lol.
We all felt so childish compared to the other groups.
They had hair spray, thick make-up, nice clothes while we didn't do anything to our hair, put basic make-up, and wore whatever clothes we had.
lol.
the 4 of us felt so noob because while we were in the toilet, the people from the other groups already had their make-up on and were just perfectng it.
then we all of us ( except muni ) were at one side of the mirror figuring out how to put eyeliner.
LOL. In the end muni had to help us. So i learned how to put eyeliner yesterday. Quite an accomplishment. haha...
Thx so much to muni, our 'make-up artist' without whom we will look like ghosts on stage.
I would like to say thx to POPPETTES!!!
haha... we've done ourselves proud.
WELL DONE!
thx for all the hard work and late hours put in. We really deserve the fun and laughter we had together on stage.
It was a valuble experience and i really thank maddie, mary, em, sam and muni for giving your all.
Also, thx Xinni for remembering! =)
haha... and thx for the messages of encouragement.
your support is greatly appreciated. hope to see u again soon. lovesssss!!!
not forgetting all those people who came to show their support.
I saw many familiar faces out there ( some really unexpected ones ) but all in all, thx for coming!!!
and finally,
CONGRATULATIONS
to both the winning team and the runner-up.
both of the groups were really very good.
well done. =)
Hmm.. the many pics (some unglam ones) will be up later.
i think there'll be loads.
haha. I won't forget all the fun and laughter.
That was last night.
Had choir prac this morning.
I think i disgraced myself in front of the new conductor.
lol
we auditioned in the morning with no warm-ups.
and my throat wasn't feeling that well because of the shouting during dancefest.
so my pitch went totally out. many times. I know it.
but i realised some other mistake she mentioned that i never knew i had.
should try and improve.
Had 'meet the parents' session in the afternoon to collect report slip.
both my parents went.
saw GP, Math and Bio teachers. All said i was very quiet in class.
so from now on i'll make more noise. haha. ppl beware! lol.
results generally okay. All said i can improve and do better.
but easier said than done.
i'll try.
So now i should start preparing for promos.
It's coming really soon.
hope i'll score well.
but i just dun have the mood to study.
didn't touch my books today at all.
Let's see about tomorrow.
I predict the same cause i feel my throat starting to hurt.
I knew i should not have eaten at macdonalds for lunch and supper yesterday and lunch again today.
and i should have forgone that bag of potato chips just now.
I think i'll have to face the consequences tomorrow.
ouch.
DREAM OF ME! 11:24 PM ;
back to the busy time....
can't wait for this week to be over.
econs test this thurs.
can't remember some things.
can't even understand the others.
lol.
have a bad feeling about this.
just realised we must hand in written report for PW this fri.
and we haven't even touched on EoM.
can't understand what that person is saying.
why are we that unlucky???
stressed out.
again.
dancefest this fri night.
FINALLY
quite glad it will be over soon.
because i think i spending to much time on it.
but it's okay.
cause i think we're doing really really well.
just hope the ppl will like it.
now the problem is the costume.
think until my brain wanna explode... lol
sat got meet the parents session.
we must go along also.
go sch for 10mins.
just to collect result slip for mid-years.
waste time.
then have to miss cell because of this...
lost my motivation for studying...
not that i had it in the first place... lol
musn't be too complacent.
must work hard.
easier said than done.
hope some things will end soon while others go on.
DREAM OF ME! 5:54 PM ;
Hmm... super long never post again.
latest update: results
I dunno what to think of it though...
It may seem pretty bad, but considering the circumstances, i think i did okay.
got loads to improve of course.
optimistic point of view:
Bio--C
Chem--C
Math--B
Econs--B
GP--E
here comes the bombshell:
Bio--1 more mark to B
Chem--1.5 more marks to B
Math--2 more marks to A
Econs--2 more marks to A
GP--1.5 more marks to D
Well.. i guess i should be happy that i passed all my subjects.
hope i can keep this up though.
But i can't forgive myself for all the careless mistakes that i've done.
it's even worse than normal.
i lost 14 marks because of careless mistakes for math.
then there's still the careless mistakes for chem and bio.
what was i thinking!?!?!?!
Oh... should learn how to be contented i guess...
went out for lunch with Xinni and Belinda on youth day.
treasuring the youth part... haha.
went to pizza hut. talked and caught up with each other.
i really really miss talking and crapping with u guys...
dancefest run through tomorrow.
dunno what to think.
i'm just so tired right now.
just hope we can do well.
dancefest coming soon.
tickets selling now.
I think i'll embarass myself.
it's weird.
i'm feeling very very very stressed right now.
promo is term 4 wk 1.
very fast.
so many more chapters.
so little time left to study.
i'm feeling more stressed than before mid-years.
i dun wanna retain.
i wanna score well.
is it too much to ask?
finding it more and more difficult to cope.
my brain seem not to be able to absorb anything.
especially econs.
have to memorise so much.
and i completely forgot all that i've studied for mid-years.
that's how bad my memory is.
wonder if i can keep up.
or even maintain my standard.
I'll try.
I'll try really really hard.
just hope i have the energy to sustain through it all.
Through God's grace, i will.
DREAM OF ME! 9:32 PM ;