Hmm... super long never post again.
latest update: results
I dunno what to think of it though...
It may seem pretty bad, but considering the circumstances, i think i did okay.
got loads to improve of course.
optimistic point of view:
Bio--C
Chem--C
Math--B
Econs--B
GP--E
here comes the bombshell:
Bio--1 more mark to B
Chem--1.5 more marks to B
Math--2 more marks to A
Econs--2 more marks to A
GP--1.5 more marks to D
Well.. i guess i should be happy that i passed all my subjects.
hope i can keep this up though.
But i can't forgive myself for all the careless mistakes that i've done.
it's even worse than normal.
i lost 14 marks because of careless mistakes for math.
then there's still the careless mistakes for chem and bio.
what was i thinking!?!?!?!
Oh... should learn how to be contented i guess...
went out for lunch with Xinni and Belinda on youth day.
treasuring the youth part... haha.
went to pizza hut. talked and caught up with each other.
i really really miss talking and crapping with u guys...
dancefest run through tomorrow.
dunno what to think.
i'm just so tired right now.
just hope we can do well.
dancefest coming soon.
tickets selling now.
I think i'll embarass myself.
it's weird.
i'm feeling very very very stressed right now.
promo is term 4 wk 1.
very fast.
so many more chapters.
so little time left to study.
i'm feeling more stressed than before mid-years.
i dun wanna retain.
i wanna score well.
is it too much to ask?
finding it more and more difficult to cope.
my brain seem not to be able to absorb anything.
especially econs.
have to memorise so much.
and i completely forgot all that i've studied for mid-years.
that's how bad my memory is.
wonder if i can keep up.
or even maintain my standard.
I'll try.
I'll try really really hard.
just hope i have the energy to sustain through it all.
Through God's grace, i will.
DREAM OF ME! 9:32 PM ;